of loneness (?), abduction and corporate halloween...

loneness? hmmm that seem like a new word to me...lonely, loneliness, alone (at home...), lonesome ( elvis are you lonesome tonight?... ). well, honestly I have not checked it out at webster, oxford or wikipedia...heheh. But I guess it denotes or express a particular sordid and desolate feeling...only for a weird moment in one's life much like someone in a state of 'delusional disorder'! You know what delusional disorder is, right? ok ok just a quick retake for those who may not know what delusional disorder means: a person in state of mind where he thinks he is Gawd and does things according to his own whims and fancies.... Now, loneness....hmmm sounds a bit similar to wilderness...or perhaps it has similarities...well, wilderness is being out there in the wild, in loneliness but wild and free (remember Toyota Harrier's tagline? WILD BUT FORMAL...hahaha). Loneness I guess is alone and free but not necessarily wild. Or may be a feeling that there's just you even when you are surrounded by people, mostly a feeling felt by those who are surrounded by their loved ones...hmmmm. It is probably a word newly concocted by this 25 year old bubbly, enterprising and intelligent young new professional female friend mine. She just got engaged recently and will be getting married soon. To this new young friend of mine, I am not offering any advise. Advise is cheap, you can get it anywhere. You can ask Puan Sri Tessie (I am sure she will have a mouthful of advises...hahaha), or you can just google it and whoala....millions of search results akin to verbal diarrhoea, will befall you my dear...heheh. So, I am going to tell you...hey...take it ezi gerl...you're not alone...we all go through that loneness spat once in awhile, in fact its good to experience it...sort of a timeout realiticheck kind of tingy...hihi. Loneness could have been caused by an unintentional behavioral change pattern of a partner, it could be an accumulated effect of a longterm submerged or suppressed rebellion stiflled inside you eons ago...hahaha. Or it could have have been triggered by an obsession of perfectionism. I don't know really, the permutations and combinations can be very cosmic and primordial. I suggest you just ignore it...it will sail on, with the pirates of the caribbean and reside, presumably, at world's end....when captain Jack Sparrow will have been saved...hahaha. I'd hate to see your degenerate into the likes of the Bourne Ultimatum, gerl! So, do, please do snap out of it ya? hihi

now...what about abduction? i was told that, in this country, abduction and kidnapping is a serious crime. But if the circumstances or if the abduction is about people trying to settle a long dispute or score be it personal or business in nature...still...it is a crime to abduct someone right? The Law is still the Law....my worry heightens when you see all around you people getting obsessive, violent and because of their plummeting trust in the keepers of law and order, begin to take the law in their own hands in sometimes, creative 'thinking outside the box' sort of mode....it really does scare the hell out of me.... But then again...there will be many conspiracy theories...but the adage...lifeis cheap...is not unreal....gives me the creep bah! (a Sabahan expression...heheh)

corporate halloween...hmmm been there done that and seen plenty of corporate halloweens. It will take three days and three nights to tell you the whole story hahaha. But corporate halloween time was here again...hihi. I like corporate halloweens but if one is in the centre of it all....so subtly done...hmmm you'd rather love to be selected as the lead role in Puntianak Harum Sundal Malam' ( I hope I got that right...heheh). enjoy the rest of the weekend folks. No pictures today...just my ramblings...hahahahaha